The Secret Life of the Good Girl

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Tue, 31 Jan 2012 05:39:39 -0500

ulivelearn: truth

Tue, 31 Jan 2012 05:19:22 -0500

ulivelearn:

truth

This is hot. (via ilovewomenido)

Tue, 31 Jan 2012 05:17:33 -0500

This is hot.

(via ilovewomenido)

"I didn’t arrive at my understanding of the fundamental laws of the universe through my rational..."

Tue, 31 Jan 2012 05:14:00 -0500

“I didn’t arrive at my understanding of the fundamental laws of the universe through my rational mind.”

- Albert Einstein (via lazyyogi)

Naked

Tue, 31 Jan 2012 04:49:44 -0500

Drinking tea alone in my warm, warm bed…

"The only real failure in life is not to be true to the best one knows."

Sun, 29 Jan 2012 07:47:08 -0500

“The only real failure in life is not to be true to the best one knows.”

- Buddha (via lazyyogi)

White Boy

Sun, 29 Jan 2012 07:28:01 -0500

True story.

Met him at a bar. He asked for my number. We were both drunk. They usually don’t remember who the hell I am the next day so I’m like ok. What the hell. Why not?

But he does remember. And he does call. So we go out.

He takes me to this really nice restaurant and proceeds to tell me the history of the restaurant. He, of course, knows the restaurant owner personally. This particular owner was gay and not accepted in his community, so he went to Paris to study design. He came back and established this trendy restaurant, the first of its kind in the area, setting the precedent for many to follow.

See, I’m no rich girl, so I usually don’t go to places like this. He valets his benz, we walk in and we are one of three couples in the entire restaurant. I open the menu and realize, he is really trying to impress me. We get a bottle of wine and I order the best steak salad I have EVER eaten. By the time we finish the first bottle of wine, I find out that he is 40 years old (I am 24), he is an ex-marine, and he works in finance. He has lived all around the world, has partied with the likes of Beyonce, talked shit with 50 Cent, and has been to clubs with hired women with bottles and tables and the whole nine yards. He also confesses that he usually only dates married women because they dont expect gifts or special treatment. By the time we get cheesecake and are on our second bottle, he has told me that I need to wear only my dress with no tights on the next date, and if I wear the two puffy pig tail hairstyle again, he will use them as handles as he penetrates me with his seven inches of cock. It used to be nine, but in his old age it has shrunk down to seven.

I think I’m drunk by now and am making reasonably poor judgment calls, and apparently I promise to go on three more dates with him. Well four, because I will not have sex with him until after at least the third…And I’ve never been with a white boy before.

The next day I am sober.

What the hell?

He messages me and tells me he had a great time. I respond saying that I dont think we can see one another anymore because we don’t want the same thing. He calls me a silly girl and says see you Monday (when our next date is scheduled for).

I’ve only been single for one and a half months now, so I’m not sure how this works. But I’m quickly learning that one must be mean in order to help people understand how I feel.

I have since decided that I cannot go on ANY more dates. This is too much for me. I’ll have to work retroactively to tell you about my other HORRIBLE experiences…

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Wed, 11 Jan 2012 01:34:42 -0500

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Today

Wed, 11 Jan 2012 01:29:04 -0500

Damn I’m horny.

I wish I could just call a number and they would send someone over and they could take care of me for a few hours then leave.

"Pleasure is always derived from something outside you, whereas joy arises from within."

Tue, 10 Jan 2012 12:47:28 -0500

“Pleasure is always derived from something outside you, whereas joy arises from within.”

- Eckhart Tolle (via lazyyogi)

To: I.R.G.

Tue, 10 Jan 2012 12:19:06 -0500

Lesson 2:

There’s no such thing as a win-win situation with a woman. Either way you lose.

Haha.

...hello?

Mon, 09 Jan 2012 06:26:59 -0500

Care, please.

Somebody? Anybody?

~Sigh~

There has never been anyone like you before in this universe. Why try to be anyone else?

Sat, 07 Jan 2012 01:10:42 -0500

Lesson 1 for the Good Girl

Fri, 06 Jan 2012 21:41:40 -0500

Guys CAN say no.

If they want to, they can. If they don’t want to, they won’t.

Therefore, if his excuse for cheating is…”I couldn’t help myself” he is lying.

Oh and not all guys are assholes.

Thanks, I.R.G.

To: I.R.G.

Tue, 03 Jan 2012 19:21:39 -0500

My friend is working on understanding women. I would like to help him keep tabs on what he has learned so far.

#1: Women want attention.

Just stand/sit and look and pay attention. What they are saying or doing is the most important thing in the world to them right now. So letting it be the most important thing to you for those brief moments will earn you major brownies~

It’s helped me through the roughest times. I...

Mon, 02 Jan 2012 22:16:38 -0500

It’s helped me through the roughest times.

I am.

…and breathe…

lazyyogi: To meditate does not mean to fight with a problem.To...

Mon, 02 Jan 2012 22:13:20 -0500

lazyyogi:

To meditate does not mean to fight with a problem.
To meditate means to observe.
Your smile proves it.
It proves that you are being gentle with yourself,
that the sun of awareness is shining in you,
that you have control of your situation.
You are yourself,
and you have acquired some peace.

Thich Nhat Hanh

Another Day

Mon, 02 Jan 2012 22:12:34 -0500

Getting over a breakup can be hard.

Losing the reason you left your job, your country, your family, and your sanity behind is even harder.

I just have to live day-by-day and reach for the true meaning in my life.

This blog I guess is to serve as kind of my diary but also my meter as to how far I have come. I want to write more this year. I think it will help me in my journey to unlock all the layers of emotion, confusion, sexual frustration, and plain bitterness I have. I know there’ s a good girl inside…or better yet…a good woman.

NYE

Mon, 02 Jan 2012 01:42:28 -0500

Went out with my cousin and her friends.

Utter craziness. I was way too sober when we got there, so I had to get an expensive ass drink…but luckily Steve, the bartender thought I was cute so he gave me a little extra. I was good after that.

But then I walked around and NO ONE WAS DANCING.

I don’t know about yall, but I LOVE dancing. If you can dance, u can get my number. I HATE guys who want to dance with you and then walk you over to the wall and expect u to work it while they sit back. THATS PROB HOW THEY ARE IN BED. I just walk away.

Met people, danced, had fun. I think I was hit on my a married woman at some point in the night…somehow I ended up with her scarf. The strange part was I kept it all night just in case she called me later to come get it…

My new years resolution is to NOT have a boyfriend all year. And I have to watch out because I have been known to play with fire, so I need to make sure I don’t even get close. I need to get my sht together.

That awkward moment when...

Mon, 02 Jan 2012 01:21:53 -0500

You meet a guy, friend him on fb and find he’s friends with your ex-boyfriend’s ex wife…